So, i’ve been living with my folks in Georgia for a week now. and I miss everything and everyone in NJ. I miss HP so much it hurts to breathe. But, I need to look forward to a life without being with him, rather then a trying to see a life with him. I need to focus on my life, and not what he is doing, or who he is doing it with.
One of the draw backs of living with my folks, is the child like state I seem to revert to when talking to my dad. My dad is a type a, and I’m a type a. But, I never feel fully like an adult in his eyes. I feel like less of an adult now. I’m going to try to employ my rule that I had as a kid; ” stay out of daddy’s way as much possible”. I don’ t think I bother him, but better safe then sorry.
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